I Am Deaf

Few months ago, I began to lose my hearing, it was hard dealing with a partial loss of hearing, I couldn’t hear what people say, I had too move so close to the person talking, the person had to shout or make signs before I could get the information coming out of the individuals mouth.

Devastated, I didn’t know what to do as it got worse, I just couldn’t hear anymore, I had to read the lips of anyone trying to communicate with me, I couldn’t go out cause I couldn’t hear car horns or anything. It was trouble, my friends told me all I

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I Blocked Her

Shame to me, my anger sometimes causes me to do the unthinkable. I usually do try to control my anger and most times I have been given myself kudos for being the man I want to be, cool and gentle.

But yesterday was crazy! I and my ex got back to terms for a while, “just friends” and suddenly I just found out my messages

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The Origami

Origami

I first heard about the word origami when I was concentrating while seeing a movie titled prison break, a series movie with 5 seasons and 90 episodes I guess with so many lessons to learn in each episode.

In the movie An engineer named Scofield installs himself in a prison he helped design, in order to save his falsely accused brother from a death sentence.

The Origami came to my ears when Michael Scofield the lead actor of the legendary award winning movie, folded a piece of paper into a duck like boat shaped paper swan and threw it down a tunnel, floating on water to send messages. Also in the movie Money Heist, “La casa de papel,” literally meaning The House of Paper. Origami, or paper-folding, is perhaps an

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Growing And Accepting My Disease

Every time we grow, every single seconds we grow, but the difference is the development in our growth. The difficulty in accepting something that brings you tears everytime you think about it is just like getting a first class in obafemi awolowo university (OAU) as a chemistry student.

Accepting pain throughout my academic years was crazy, painkillers were my best friends, sometimes they couldn’t even work effectively and faster like the syringe and needles coupled with the little mls that struck my blood and supressed my pains each time it began. Life was punishment every single year.

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My first sex

It’s totally crazy, I Know, at my age you Know I should have had sex a couple of times, did I say a couple? Maybe I meant many times. Yes sex is sweet, that awesome jangling discords of pleasure while aroused by the lady you love, damn! the happiness it brings to the soul is crazy.

Oh! less about the sensation and much about the sex itself, I literally had the best partner I could wish for, she was awesome, our kisses were crazy, we argued about who loved each other more, she always wanted to be at the top of every text, and we Romantically enjoyed every bit of ourselves but then we both had never had sex, we enjoyed the pleasure before sex but we were virgins, amateurs we couldn’t have sex.

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I’m Afraid

I have started a blog for over 7 years, I’ve had problems, I’m currently sick but can’t write about it, why? Because I’m afraid. I have always had in mind to write my mind, it’s something I love, it gives me joy. But most times when I want to write about me, I think about where I come from, things I should hide, things the world shouldn’t know, why? Because I’m so much afraid of what the world would say, what the family would think, what my friends would say.

At first I thought I haven’t gotten the logic to write my emotions, share it with people who can give their thoughts and opinions, make me compare and contrast and hopefully make better decisions.

But this is Nigeria, I’m a Nigerian, my culture teaches not to reveal the most painful parts of our lives. Yes sometimes we shouldn’t even reveal the most fascinating aspects, that’s why in my post titled How Chadwick boseman revealed to me the mistake I made, I majorly stressed the fact we need to progress in silence.

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Be Happy

When life brings you ups and downs

Be happy.

When life tests your ability to whitstand pressure & you feel like quitting or you’ve given up,

Just smile and be happy..

It’s not Everytime you give up that you’re wrong, sometimes you need to give up on something so that some new doors can open.

Most times all you need is a tiny opening, just a space, and you grab it and push it wide open. That’s it! Push the fucking door wide open

And you’d see you’ll be happier.

When life gives you rice and beans, find stew, smoked fish (eja kika) or chicken and

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The pride in the colour black

Colours in general are important in every aspect of life. They got great meaning and brighten up our occasion and give meaningful to events.
The color black affects the mind and body by helping to create an inconspicuous feeling, boosting confidence in appearance, increasing the sense of potential and possibility.


The color black can represent both the positive and the negative. As the opposite of white, movies, books, print media, and television typically depict the good guy in white and the bad guy in black. In more recent times, the good guy is shown in black to create mystery around the character’s identity.


Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this?

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Depression Is A Bitch

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Depression! A group of conditions associated with the elevation or lowering of a person’s mood, was this my case? Maybe no, I thought I was becoming clinically depressed, characterised by persistent loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in my daily life.

Everyday of our lives we overcome one obstacle or the other, there’s always a road that’s never smooth, those roads look like

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